bleh, my life can go fuck itself, im really kinda past the point in caring... I'll abide the social rules but i think im going to do more of whatever the fuck i want whenever the fuck i want it to be... fed up of pussyfooting around people who dont give a fuck about me...

I cant get fucking Milo Ventimigila out of my head... why does he have to be so perfect... with that adorable little dead nerve smile.... i dont get why i look for the things that hurt me... its like part of me WANTS to hurt, its feels like the voice inside my head is like a whole other being sometimes, im in control of my body but its in control of my head and i have no say in what i think...

walking down the street, i see a small child about 3 walking along the pavement with his dad, i suddenly get the urge to pick it up and kick it like a football... INTO THE ROAD... and i have no idea why...
things like, you could push that old lady down... i dont do them but i hate that i think that i could.. sometimes they arnt violent but a sense of freedom... walking home, theres the moonlight and streetlights reflecting on the water, and i just want to leap in, without a care... that i could walk in one direction and just not stop, just keep walking to wherever i want...




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Every two weeks im going to buy a CD because its makes me happy and im fed up of listening to the same things every day...

Good bands i should know anyone?

I listen to indie, pop rock, acoustic, folk stuff... its a weird combination...

even if you are passing through leave a band or song <3

So far ive bought these albums:
Johnny Flynn
Noah and the Whale
(500) Days of Summer soundtrack